Hi...

Ok, dont know what exactly happend last night, why i lost myself in that way.. Why despair h hopelessness could took me into their holdings thst heavy...

I didnt slept last night, cried a lot... But suddenly i decided to fight again! I hated myself to be such a.. dont iknow what, but hated it! I will not allow despair to get me under control! I said to myself, hey, this is not you! Stand up n fight again, as ua lways did!

So i do!!! I wanna be that Caroline again, that i was weeks ago!

I WONT GIVE UP!!!